MAYBE GOOD-BYE ...

If you have said …
There is no more me in your heart …
I will oblige and I will prepare myself to move on …

Thank you for the short memory …
Though it had all the time being bitter …
Filled with sorrows and tears and frustrations …
I must admit there were times of shared happiness …
I will just need to treasure …

The blissful days of honeymooners …
The news of our little junior …
And his birth through the long days and hours …
For all that left about us is him …

If that have had been the wish …
Not only from you but also the people whom you chose over me …
I’ll learnt to let you go …

I am grappling with the facts …
Battles that had been successfully defeated …
Cries that had not been heard …
Pains and sorrows that had not been nursed …
Truth that have not been prevail …
I carry with me this heavy baggage …
I carry with me these pieces of broken heart …

But please let me say …
All I want from the start …
Is the justified place in your heart …
And my dignity as the person who is rightfully you need to shelter …

The real McCoy had won the game …
Your affection and desire had been tamed …
My position will be changed …
I will be your past …
Sadly, I wasn’t even the present …
The one whom you shared all your passion …



Signing Off With A Broken Heart,

Tyro Musing

SbS LANE

Silence and it shall remain,
in the depth of my heart.

Smile and remember,
I shall in silence when the yearning calls.

Worlds apart,
we were not, but the then silences kept the truth from prevail.

Sacred secret hidden,
amongst the reasons the feelings were never unveil.

Tied to a promise I was,
that could never bind me and you.

Laughter and happiness there was,
in my eyes I knew that I could have love you.

I could have love you,
I knew,
but I chose to pretend loving someone else,
I realized I hardly knew.

Your words and memories,
had been pacifying my longing heart for you.

Translucent of worries and confessions,
the best gifts that we shared between me and you.

Shared tears and ever-ready salvation,
I knew I had found in you.

Never meant to hurt or lurch you,
but I had never find the guts to say,
how much I had also wanted to share my life with you.

Golden had been the opportunities,
but the chances were never shine through.

A separate life I lead,
staying strong through ringing words from you.

A separate life you lead,
bringing you to someone new.

Hoping I have never not,
but I always remember the Short but Sweet(SbS) memories,
in the wake of the memories between me and you.

In The Memory Of,

Tyro's Musing

PLAIN???

They say,

"Yesterday was a history.

Today is a misery.

Tomorrow is a mystery."

No matter what life goes on.

For now, those who don't share the passion, who don't query on the patience ......

"All I can say is that my life is pretty plain I like watchin' the puddles gather rain And all I can do is just pour some tea for two and speak my point of view But it's not sane, It's not sane I just want some one to say to me I'll always be there when you wake Ya know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today So stay with me and I'll have it made And I don't understand why I sleep all day And I start to complain that there's no rain And all I can do is read a book to stay awake And it rips my life away, but it's a great escape escape......escape......escape...... All I can say is that my life is pretty plain ya don't like my point of view ya think I'm insane Its not sane......it's not sane ...."

A song by Blind Melon, 'No Rain'.

Yours truly,

Tyro Musing

KNOCKING DOWN A BITCH!

I saw a bitch along the road,
I swear I wasn't going faster than what the limit was,
I guaged my distance and I knew she'll be safe from harm.
I saw the bitch crossing the road,
I knew I will not knock her down,
she could be walking at the pace she was,
I knew I won't knock her down.
I saw the bitch walking on the road,
and I swear she could have been safe and sound,
but somewhere along,
she decided to lie on the tar ground,
I didn't knock her down,
but I just ran over her,
now there is a splatter on the hard, tar ground!

BEGS TO BE DIFFERENT! (Special Prayer For My Eternal Love)

I want to nurture the FRUIT OF MY LABOUR to be different.

I want to raise him on how to live this life on earth,
To face the struggles and its strife,
And improve on his worth.

Not just the idealistic pictures in the book,
Or how the rivers flow,
But how to choose the proper path,
Wherever he may go.

To understand eternal truth,
And know the right from the wrong,
And gather the beauty of a flower and a song.

For if I help him to grow,
In wisdom and in grace,
Then I shall feel I have achieve,
My responsibility in guiding him to the proper place.

And so I ask your guidance,
God and your beloved Prophet,
That I may do my part,
To fill him with character and confidence,
And he shall be the man of happiness in his heart.

AMEN.

Yours Now and Forever,

Tyro

AND DON'T SAY IT WAS NOT TRIED!

How do I keep my heart from hate?
My mind from worries.

I do live life simply.
I have never expected anything little from the much I give.
I have always wanted to fill my life with love.
Scatter sunshine to everyone I know.
I have always forgot to think about myself, for the best of others.
I try to do as I would and be done by.
I have been trying them for weeks but I always broke down and cry.

THANK YOU!

I am,

Tyro

And The Pinocchios Shall Lose Their Noses.

Not too long ago, in a vast cosmopolitan city. Amongst the minor community, lives a family of Pinocchios. Ma Pinocchio. Senior Pinocchio. Sis Pinocchio. And BIG Junior Pinocchio. They believe that modesty of reputation outweigh honesty of life. And all along, they inhibited the belief they pro for.

One unpredictable day, along came Snow White. She became the object of their belief. Then and again. Then and again. Then and again.

So they thought Snow White is silly and laughed their way home. But somewhere along the way, they fell into a pit that was dug by Senior Pinocchio.

Hence now, they are wobbling their way home with plastered noses.

Make sense?

- THE END -


I am,

Tyro

Mum! Mummies!

“ I thought I have made up my mind to be happy.
Learnt to find pleasures in simple things.
Made the best of the circumstances I was in.

But …
Hey, wait!
Some people just have some things.
Some thought about delivering sorrows to intermingle with the gladness of my life.

They had finally made the tears outweigh the laughter (again!).
They made me take my life seriously.
And make me believe that somehow, I’ll never be protected from misfortunes that befall on me. ”

Congratulations!


Bowing Off,

Tyro

A Chapter Unfolds

Quote from a Muslim scholar,

“Love the person you love with a limit,
maybe, he’ll be the one you hate one day.

Hate the person you hate with a limit,
maybe, he’ll be the person you love one day.”

In this life, I have learnt :

Strike an average between what a woman thinks of her husband a month before she marries him and what she thinks of him a year afterward, and you will have the truth about him.
~H.L. Mencken, A Book of Burlesques, 1916

In this life, I agree :

Sometimes I wonder if men and women really suit each other. Perhaps they should live next door and just visit now and then.
~Katherine Hepburn

How can a woman be expected to be happy with a man who insists on treating her as if she were a perfectly normal human being.
~Oscar Wilde

The difficulty with marriage is that we fall in love with a personality, but must live with a character.
~Peter Devries

When a girl marries she exchanges the attentions of many men for the inattention of one.
~Helen Rowland

Before marriage, a man declares that he would lay down his life to serve you; after marriage, he won't even lay down his newspaper to talk to you.
~Helen Rowland

In this life, I have been :

Three rings of marriage are the engagement ring, the wedding ring, and the suffering.
~Author Unknown

In this life, I am SEARCHING :

Our wedding was many years ago. The celebration continues to this day.
~Gene Perret

In this life, I am hoping :

Don't marry the person you think you can live with; marry only the individual you think you can't live without.
~Dr. James C. Dobson


Yours truly,

Tyro

Realization Of A Coccoon

The world would like to change ME

There are pressures all around ME

I must decide just who I AM

And which direction I AM GOING

Then firmly I HAVE TO HOLD MY GROUND.

I have AN IMAGE OF MYSELF

An ideal sense of ME

And to this vision I MUST ALWAYS

Struggle to BE TRUE.

I know what I AM GOOD AT

And I know where MY TALENTS LIE

But if I am RULED BY OTHERS

MY UNIQUENESS COULD PASS BY.

I must remember THERE IS MUCH TO LEARN

But ALL NEW THINGS AREN'T GOOD

WISDOM LIES IN WHAT I HAVE LEARNT

AND WHAT I WITHSTOOD.

I must be MYSELF and DON'T LET

The WORLD TO TAKE CONTROL

I HAVE COME TO REALIZE ..........

PRESERVING MY IDENTITY

IS MY LIFE MOST PRECIOUS GOAL.

I am,

~ Tyro ~